Knowledge, Equanimity, Renewal, Transformer

You understand your role is that of a transformer. However, you do not feel prepared to go out into the world and actually begin to openly share your knowledge of the spirit with others. You may still require a period of renewal and reflection in order to strengthen your resolve and complete your own self-healing before taking on the world. Realize that the work you do on your own healing will have an impact on the world. Realize how the thought and energy patterns of the entire world are interconnected. By purifying your thoughts and actions you are helping to purify the consciousness of all others. Thus, the work you do in solitude does have an impact. However, this must not be an excuse to not get out and share knowledge and insight directly with other human beings. There must always be a balance between the internal work on yourself and your sharing of your gifts with others. Just accumulating knowledge of the spirit has little benefit if you never share it with others. When you achieve the balance of inner, transformative work on yourself with sharing your complete self with others then you will be blessed with the joy of a life in balance.